Moms- heres something you didn't know about me but it scares me (longgg)?

more than anything it seems like you really need to talk to someone. get alot of this off of your chest without someone ping judgement on you. i would suggest doing that first. and second, i know you do not want to do it, but you should get a paternity test ordered, for the sake of the child. you do not have to involve chris, just have your fiance and the baby tested to see if they are a match. the child will want to know the real father for medical history and such. and if you take that threat away from chris, he has nothing to hang over your head, and you have no reason to fret over possible running into him. if your fiance is not the father, its not a huge deal, because he said he would be the daddy regaurdless right? i think overall the fear of not knowing is what is eating you up the most. find out and it will be one less thing to fret over. good luck to you. --i also suggest you find someone to talk to about this stuff-- someone who wont go talk behind your back and someone who can just give you an unbiased opinion about things.