Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Am i able to foresee the future ?

Yes, I think you are able to see into the future. I'm like you. At 16 I began to notice how sometimes I would have these very quick, random ping thoughts about something bad about to happen, and then I'd move onto thinking about something else, and not even pay attention to what I had just thought about; for instance, a plane crashing, etc. And then it would come true. This "talent" has never been something I could control or "order up," even if I wanted to, so I just live my life and ignore it for the most part. Besides, who would believe me? I didn't want to believe it myself! The worst thing that happened to me as a result of one of my "feelings" was when I finally met and married the love of my life and out of the blue, after having been delirously happy for four years, I woke up one day, started going about my normal routine, but I couldn't shake this feelling of absolute dread. I hadn't dreamed that he was going to die, I simply felt that something bad was going to happen to him. I told him about the feeling because it was so strong, but he laughed and ured me that everyone in his family lived long and healthy lives and to stop fretting. His father is still alive and well into his 80's, so I believed him and accepted his reurances. I never told him about my "gift," just that I had a strong feeling of dread that I couldn't shake for weeks. Eventually the feelings of dread subsided. Maybe I just pushed the thoughts to the back of my mind because it was so horrible to think about. Instead, I told myself I was silly to think that anything bad was going to happen to him, and that I was just not used to being so incredibly happy. But, six months later, he died suddenly of a ruptured aorta, just like the actor John Ritter. In fact, he died two weeks after Ritter did. What you have is a gift AND a curse, and if you're like me, you won't be able to control it. My best advice to you is to live your life and ignore those glimpses into the future, unless you can control them, because if you can't, it will drive you crazy. Don't focus on what might happen, just try to live a happy and fulfilling life.

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